Alright I am more or less prepared for tomorrow's 1 hour.
I will take 3 minutes to summarize my feelings.
I call myself a moron.
I couldn't get a single person of my mind.
It's been so long, so draggy, so tired.
So much tears, ignore, one-worded reply.
I hate that feeling but that makes me want to get another inch closer to her.
I feel her breath every second though she's million miles away from me
Physically and Mentally.
Her sight haunts me.
I just couldn't get my ass out of this mess.
Even god told me to give up, owing to the fact that it's over.
How can I ...
How can I just ...
Just ...
Someone just wanna grab something out of your life kind of feeling.
It really hurts to give up.
But on the other hand, I know god will say
"go to hell, and stop asking me for advice when you are not considering any of them"
Oh My God.
I just want you in my life, no matter how much I don't value me.
Okay settle, other than my kins, you mean the most.
I am hell not gonna give up on you.
I will just kiss my ass if you are going to get married one day and the guy is freaking not me.
I will be happy.
Happily crying away.
In joy of tears.
For the fact that i wasted my years for you.
Saya mahu tidur.
Walaupun awak tidak suka saya tetapi, saya akan rindu pada awak.
Selamat Malam.
Cinta.