Haven't post ever since ever-since, I believe no one will be viewing my blog since it's out of order for a unacceptably long period of time. Everyone are expected to forget his blog.
If you don't, wow ! You are hard core ZX fan.
But don't expect anyone to be so out of their mind at this moment of their life if they are taking this coming October's Os.
What gave me the inspiration to blog, first of all my laptop.
It has revived from a major hard-dish crash.
Surprisingly after a replacement of hard-dish of a higher memory space, it showed signs of revival.
Hurray. Not including the times whereby I dismantle the laptop to find out what's stuck in the ass, I have abandoned this crap for almost half a year.
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I realise how difficult it is when it comes to a cross-road decision.
Either of them looked appealing.
It's really like a "YOU BETTER MAKE A RIGHT CHOICE" situation.
I never thought that it's so complicated and sticky.
I also thought I have a clear goal and I know what to expect in later part of my life.
However "what if" always make me wanna reconsider what I have decided on.
"what if" this this this fail, what's the back-up?
That's what I fear the most.
I don't wanna get caught in a situation whereby I am so lost,
I will need to listen to others and be under controlled.
that will be the worst shit.
I roughly planed,
if can't fulfill my dreams then let the money keeps on rolling.