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Strength
Strength does not come from winning.
Your struggles develop your strengths.
When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.

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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 11:21 PM

Mixed feelings. . . .
  • Iam addicted to basketball again. I'm not really sure I am back or not. Really have no mood playing. Jia Da indirectly injured my yet recovered finger. This want something great that happen this morning. Later went for Lunch with Jun Jie, he own me ten cents but must pay back hundred plus dollars, what type of loan shark am I. Really feel very "sorry" for Jun Jie.
  • Went home, suddenly become a "guai gia" clean the house tidy everywhere; cause Jun Jie wannt come down and use my com. So freaking funny, he's like so grant. In the end he did not ended up in my house. All my fault. But I am still very happy about it, opps.
  • After that then went to my dad's shop. Later was engaged with a conversation with Jia Da and later Pei Ting together. Pretty funny after all. Was trying to help Jia Da to scold Pei Ting but ended up standing at Pei Ting 's side. Nothing much in the end but I will just get killed if my mum know this type of conversation occurred. Pei Ting 's calling from Malaysia and she said that it's expensive to conference. $ $ $ $
Conclusion
So bored all these days i don't wannt be like this, I have got my ways..




Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 9:20 PM

Go as the kite fly. . .
Nothing was much or memorable to keep me staying.
As I was waiting for bus to HTA, many things process through my mind.
Leave what is real important (In a sense) back when there 's something which is worth more.
Keep dragging along, that will come to a unhappy ending, why don't just let the matter rest.
I am not sad, instead feeling a bit fortunate ; at least there 's still someone there waiting.
No more hitting on the bell, since it doesn't really ring or react, sometimes i also get myself injured.
I am really pleased to receive the sms, I am not sure but still.
Nothing much today but just found out that my holiday assignment is piling.
Never mind it's normal, it's me.
No pile, not zheng xiong.
Conclusion
Things may seem good as they can be but when the expiry date is up, it will never deform back to its original.




Monday, May 26, 2008, 12:39 AM

The relationship
When the amount electrical energy provided to a iron is already at the max but yet it can't become an electromagnet.
It's really a pity.
The amount of electricity is the most, nothing could be expected from it anymore.
But why can't the other metal just get attracted and let the experiment end happily.
Is it the type of iron, the electricity or the metal itself.
When the metal can't get attracted to the iron there could be two possibilities.
One is the amount of electricity passing through the iron is not up to the standard.
Second is the iron is just not up to the standard of the metal.
Not being attracted or attracted, doesn't matter.
Just the experiment will do.









Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 9:47 PM

Busy and busy
Oh my god, I am so freaking busy these days.
Trips, CCA, lessons project and things coming up.
English was a disaster, rushing for all those undone worksheets.
Not only me but the entire class.
What have i been doing in class, by the way it's not my fault too it's. .
Okay, I was pretty happy after all, Dick Mao is sitting beside me for the next semester.
Some happy, some sad, some kind of World War is going to break out in my class, after looking at the sitting arrangement.
Why are people not getting along smoothly is it " your attitude, or my problem!", I don't really bother. Their affairs, not my kind of live.
Nothing much to comment on what 's going on today, but quite happy after all because of something. Ren Jie knows and he say that that's fated. I kind of agree.
Conclusion
Little things in the day will enlighten your moody afternoon.




Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 9:42 PM

I am sorry for all the thing i have did.
I am sorry for what i have did, I don't know if i am nuts or whatever just went into my body. Made people feeling so unhappy was my fault.
That's all i can say, sorry okay. I did not though it would have this type of outcome.
I think i just don't know how to think for others.
Maybe i just don't know you well enough.
Was quite happy, got 6A1 s 2C5 s.
Went to Old Ford Factory this fine afternoon.
I did not expect it to be sure a fast visit, quite disappointed, cause did not know more about the unit 731.
I did not learn what i wannt learn there but it's quite resourceful after all.
Nothing much after that.
Conclusion
If the thing that you are waiting for is not responding, move on, maybe others maybe waiting for you.




Saturday, May 17, 2008, 4:43 PM

Could not believe it.
Upon receiving my English paper, OH MY GOD!
Disaster.
Bye bye to my English, that's what i was thinking.
Chinese, there's still hope but in the end, it ended up just like English.
But I still feel that i am not that useless after all.
A A1 for my Math, History, Science, Geography and last but not least MSP
5 A1 2c5 doesn't look good in the report book.
That was yesterday's matter.
Today...
Was helping out at shop this morning.
Nothing much happen.
Talking over the phone with Ziling.
LOL-full in the conversation, haha it was fun after all.
Will be hopping over to Malaysia later on.
Misses...
Conclusion
I could really feel a different in the way she treats. Am i suppose to be happy or disappointed. Is that a start of a brand new friendship or the end of a one-sided admiration?




Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 3:29 PM

The missing Emotion
Nothing was unusual as I expected for this morning's programme.
I was woke up by the date of the 1 star kayaking course.
It crashes with my Genting trip.
Feel really disorganised.
During home econ lesson, project again.
Following after was a video full of RA.
Actually it's talking about. . . I didn't know what it's talking about.
Nothing much after but the prison talk was really meaning full.
It really change the impression of me towards a convict.
One of the story also made me nearly tear.
Luckily Jia Da didn't wear his specs if not he would need ten packets of tissue papers.
Their story really show how easy you can become bad and how hard is it to turn over a new leaf. . . .
Childish giant
Could you believe a person who is a about the size of an adult looking also like one,
speaks like a little boy ?
He's really a RA sick, wanting to bed girls at the time and boasting how skillful he is.
What a lousy crapper he is and my friend like yain yi could really laugh at his joke.
What a good Joker.
Or rather a uncivilised person talking a simple language.
I don't blame him for not catching up with the growth speed of normal people.
But if you wannt carry on like this go on, i don't give a darn.
Conclusion
Be a joker who attracts attention.
Don't' be one whose attention is being attracted by other.




Monday, May 12, 2008, 8:14 PM

Random
Woke up early in the morning 6 'o clock actually 7.
Rush to switch on computer and surprisingly found out that Dick Mao 's online.
Talked about my party 's stuff. You don't wannt go, i don't go,
you go i don't go. What kind of nonsense is this. Really tired of all this kind of replies.
Can't you all just give a yes or no reply? I don't know, I see first.
Went to shop, eaten then went home and start E-learning.
What kind of shit is that E-learning, not organised all at.
You can start at anytime, own time own target. Seriously piss off with the system.
I don't understand what the math is crapping, Miss Kok save me !
After that I went down to HTA to pass that lady the 60 bucks.
On the way there i though, we are just the same as plants.
We can't see the growth in plant and human in short period of time like days but instead years.
We are different in terms of movement.
Felt really embarrassed I did not know how to get into HTA.
It was short, i pass her the money and she gave me a paper and that's it.
I missed a bus because i was looking at PEISHWEN 's message.
I waited for another 30 mins for another 172.
Later was down at Clementi for a "Bak Kut Teh" early dinner.
Nothing really much after that but just basketball with my friends.
Conclusion
Make life meaningful and beautiful and waste it.
Cherish every single day.




Saturday, May 10, 2008, 3:43 PM
AJC

Pleasant and touch experience
None of them were touching except my brother 's act.
It was rather touching and i felt that my hairs were standing.
Because i am really touch not because I am disgusted.
The story was about him acting as "Ah Tan".
His father was a Chinese secret society head.
He was hack to death shortly after ah tan s birth.
His mother was a drug-addict.
Later he and his good buddy fall in love with a same girl.
After his mother 's death, he went to Thailand and did not come back for years.
His buddy and that girl became pair and they learn that ah tan was in Thailand readout during a radio telecast.
This is a summary of what he had said, "I love the blue sea, i knew that once i walk in there 's no way out and so i hope that you( ah tan 's friend) can remember our friendship."
The rest of the acts were hilarious. This was a happening at AJC 's auditorium.
The make up my brother was wearing was really think but overall he 's still looking good.
He was hand full with presents and they are even much more that what he's receiving on his birthday.
Later, went to newton circus and had my dinner.
It's really a celebrities ground, I saw Chen Han Wei with a tatoo at his right chest and Fu guan if I am not wrong the campus superstar.
The food there was really delicious and can burn a hole in your pocket.
Went home after that.
Conclusion
It really take lot of courage to cry, it takes even more effort to make someone tear.




Thursday, May 8, 2008, 3:28 PM
happy

Finally
Finally my exams are over.
Worries and anxiety are all over.
"Okay, stop writing and i will collect.."
That was what i am waiting for.
After that i went to look for MDM Ho.
She wanted an idea for the science experiment.
In the end, she chose a idea for her own.
It sounded convincing, but still quite disappointed.
I racked my brain for an afternoon.
I called Miss Ong for my passport.
I didn't know where she was, smsed her.
My HTA trip tomorrow is cancelled.
saded.
I was walking down, back home and saw my friend.
He's really a joker, play LAN play till fever.
Later went to Jun Jie 's house and crapped with him.
Went for Lunch later on.
Nothing much later on, nothing special.
Jun Jie is really someone, he talk sense which i know it all the time.
Conclusion
My hardwork have pay off, fail or not its just up to the teacher.




Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 9:46 PM

A lucky day
After my exam, was bothered by the fact if Jurong island is a oil treatment island or is it a power station.
The Geography exam was pretty easy, but i think i won't produce very good results.
Quite suprise when i received Miss Ong's SMS informing that i have been selected for HQ 's oversea trip.
So happy to know it, imagine you are selected from over many NPCC unit in Singapore.
Later my 20 cent coin flew up to the ceiling and did not come down again after i flip it up really high.
My mum was really mad over so things, my sister's affair.
Revision is done, what should i do got nothing to mug.
Kind of empty, bored and useless
.
Conclusion
Just put in the effort to do something, no matter what's the outcome, don't have to regret. Because you have put in the best.




Monday, May 5, 2008, 10:26 PM

24-hours study
It was really 24-hours of studying.
I did not even have time for computering.
A biased guy i am, only spend time on text book.
I am really tired of spending my time only studying.
I need my life, please exams, just get the hell out of my life.
Should i continue ? I don't know. Will anything happen?
I am not sure. Why am i so blur, i don't know.
And cause that's me. Never give all muggers!
Conclusion
Will not be posting soon.
Will be mugging.




Saturday, May 3, 2008, 11:23 PM
Friends

My friends, are they good or bad?
I am still figuring out an answer but why i still cannot give myself a convincing answer?
Am I thinking too much or didn't I think deep enough?
Why must two guys who initially were good buddies but in the end became enemies?
Is there anything that is causing such happenings?
Should i help either of them or just leave them alone?
Can anyone give me an answer?
I sounded desperate.
I think that friends just as it mention friends, we should be able to tolerate and give in some of the time.
If everyone can practice this philosophy, maybe many small things can just be solve by shaking of hands or "Sorry har, my fault leh, sorry leh"
Think







9:16 PM
Study hours

It's updating time again.
I could not believe that i am not a basketball-addict anymore.
I can really sit down and study i even did peer teaching.
So glad i was able and have the ability to do so.
I will burn midnight-oil today, it's my day man.
I hope Jia Da can join in too but it will be difficult, i know .
Should i go for Science or Geography. When the hell did i become a study kid.
By the way why am i blogging ? Should i be studying, i don't care that much.
I want my time. Never mind study will come first.
How can those lifeless textbook rule my life, could not believe it.
May all my worries go and comes my better tomorrow.
I will stop here.




Thursday, May 1, 2008, 9:00 PM
First Post

I finally made my very own blog.
Very glad and contended.
This post is a short one as i am not really a beginner.
I will end here.

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