Okay now I will start to blog.

My sis commented my blog was boring.

The main reason was the absence of images.

Not having no images, but I am just simply being lazy.

For example this image, I have taken it MYSELF.

During the trip to SARAWAK, in the plane itself.

Okay nothing really much to say and just gotta end of here.

And please, Vincent, don't say I download this pic from some website.

It's pretty insulting, sometimes.

OFF

Okay a new blog skin for myself.

Thanks to Miss WONG LI TING.

Okay it looked more fanciful than i expected.

But still I like it.

I just found out that there's lots of conflicts that I am not aware of.

But frankly speaking, getting to know all these, I really can't much.

I will try to help, my best I will give.

OFF.

Okay it's a brand new morning once again.

I tried but I could not forget her.

I guess that's what I am up to.

I am seriously bored with I am doing.

Got to get some studies, MUGGING.

Pretty surprised with the location Cherie would want to go.

LIBRARY.

This is like so "GUAI".

I though she would be like " Go Bugis shop like hell, go VIVO walk like hell ! "

Okay fine, good then.

OFF.

I am really uncomfortable with the conversation with JUN JIE this evening.

I expected a normal conversation, but it turns out to be one full of sarcasms.

What I dislike him, he likes to assume people to be a person.

Being sarcastic is one point, he kept on saying that he's hack care of something.

For example, "This is none of my business..."

You think some of the things you said i care a lot.

I think before I say anything, this is because I respect you as an adult.

Giving you the benefit of adult, but do you think before you say anything at that point in time.

I tried to tell myself, maybe jun jie is having mood swig.

But you just not stopping.

Am I like other who looks you with a different eye ?

And in the end making me being sarcastic too.

You think I don't give a damn for Ziling ?

No ! I will still cause i still regards her as my friend.

Plus, when you start a topic, then i start to add in more details, you will mention again.

It is none of your business

I know you will for sure say that you didn't say or think or give a damn for such things.

And also none of your business.

But I just hope that you can be back youself.

The confident one.

I didn't wana do this but seriously I still regard you as my friend.

JUN JIE.

It's posting time.

Is over the phone with CHERIE TANG currently.

It have lasted for three consecutive days.

CHERIE TANG is a very good GIRL !

Any guys interested aged ( 14-100 )

Please contact me at 90293170.

While stock last.

That's the AD part now to my life.

Its have been 1 week.

Got nothing to comment.

School is still pretty alright.

I am have been not very normal for the pass week.

I was playing something when Cherie sit beside me.

I accidentally pour the silver marker ink onto my hand.

And there i go, transforming into iron man.

I like it a lot, hope I could fly.

Gave my SQUAD a general debrief.

It seriously work.

Everyone single started to voice out their thoughts which is expected.

No seniors, instructors, all was opened.

Okay that's all no more than that.

Everything was so normal these days.
Homework, school and some missing.
Was over the phone with Cherie.
It was a pretty long chat.
Never have them since, very long ago.
Really wannt thank Cherie for being so, supportive.
Many though that it was foolish; it so far from here.
But she was there, where's the macro function.
I wannt zoom into her face.
So touched, there's never a friend like this.
THANKS!
Although you might not understand what the hell I am saying.
But I just wannt say Cherie's great.
Receive a stupid prank call.
I replied, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THIS.
Back to what I was talking about.
Okay I am done.

Just had a great movie at Cathay.

A very touching experience but no tears, okay.

Money not enough 2.

The movie didn't wanted to prolong the touching parts.

I suppose it didn't want to make it negative.

But at last it managed to make audience laugh and maybe for most, broke down.

It indeed impressed me with the structure of the movie.

Impressive !

THE POOREST MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE IS NOT WHEN YOU ARE SHORT OF MONEY.

IT'S WHEN YOUR LOVE ONES IN NOT BY YOUR SIDE.

Yeah finally back from school.

It's about 6.59 pm.

I find myself really a sicked despo.

I asked Yi Ling to ask Cherie's buddy to create HOTMAIL.

Then add her after that and then ask her to give it to me.

What the hell, don't what I am doing.

Share not talk about NP.

Spoil my blogging mood.

The gift, I wanted to give Cherie's buddy was not given.

Disappointed, EMO the whole freaking day.

Cherie say she will help me keep it till I forget her buddy.

I am like, fine . . .

Then we were talking about the number of years I needed.

I am like, " forget it lar "

And adding to this, I promise that i will save for the Korea trip next year.

Friends were like, you are lucky, she's still in the school.

I am like, -=

Then Shirley tell me what, "cross-country relationship is hard."

I did not respond.

But i seriously hope i can get her contact or sort of things.

Yi Ling count on you.

OFF

The Korean visitors went off so soon.

Should I count myself lucky or well done.

I scored a 19 out of 20 for my Geography paper.

Govin was pretty disappointed as he's not the only topper.

Congrats, RUO JIE.

Was sighing "SAD.." on the way to RP with Cherie and gang.

They actually say I fall for "Che he", apologies for the wrong spelling.

That lady who I am talking about in the previous post.

I did not respond, and they took it that I like her.

I didn't know what to do actually but to stone.

And accept all the fact that they are saying.

Like cannot be, but a crush.

Hope the Korean visitors enjoy their stay in Singapore.

Off the keyboard.

It seemed that it's working out.

Thanks PEISHWEN!

I am out of the whole play.

I was once lost but never again.

When the sun rise from somewhere, if there's anyone allows me.

Mr Lee and gangs were talking about relationship stuff at the canteen.

I finally confessed that it was over.

Pretty pleased with my straight forward but still there's a bit hesitation.

Nevertheless I still got it out.

Backed to who I am and what I am wannt do, a flirty xiong.

Cherie 's Korean buddy is a typical Korean female.

Cute !

Okay off i go.

Looking at the key chain i made for her.

Nothing could be really done to it.

Staring at my full U, recalling how i met her.

Looking at the situation, i know that it's forever.

Helping out other's relationship.

Seeing how lousy have i handled mine.

People teasing me of her existence.

But i tried to make myself transparent.

Gave that glance.

Which runs for that few seconds.

The usual anxiety is still there.

But the next second she's not there.

Could it be the end

I guess it's the end.

Seeing people coupling around like some kind of cool stuff.

Is the suffering within me enough.

Cry on, sink the whole room.

With sorrow and sadness.

Good depart and arrive.

Cry the poor boy with the Innocent though of giving her love.

She frozen her feelings

I got nothing much to say

Down at basketball court with half hearted.
The hands i used to play ball wasn't the same.
It's shaking with fear, the fear losing something.
No it is the fear of losing someone.
Did the person turn and look, it really matters.
Kept on turning 45 degrees but why is she invisible.
Am i playing too badly or is it "there's nothing much see"
I am doubted every expression she's giving.
What do i can.
Tears mixed sweat behind backs.
Emotion doesn't gives anyway to the truth.
Off the sweats another, just another day.
I wait for the day
When smiles could be visualized.
When I can tell myself I have done my best and that's the best ending.
By that time bucket would be prepared.
But at least it not for blood.
I really cherish the time we have at basketball courts.
Could the time be reversed.
Whack me with the basketball.

Okay finally back from SCHOOL.

I was pretty amazed with myself.

I was so freaking clam and nothing could make me nervous.

Left home early this morning.

Was seeing people holding on to all sort of notes.

Colorful ones and more.

That urged me more to open up my bag and get my history notes out.

Vincent was reading with his monotone'ness.

Glad that i did study the previous night.

The HISTORY paper was so well done, should i say that.

Or rather it's the first satisfying paper.

This common test.

Was really unhappy with this freaking guy in 2/8.

It's was the nonconstructive comment from his lips.

So what if the person can't like some sort of pop star singer ?

As if the great you can.

So what if the person can't follow the tune of music ?

As if the brave you can do so in front, on top of then podium.

Please don't give others comment when you can't or don't fucking dare to do what others are doing .

Think before you speak.

No comment just SHUT YOUR BLOODY TRAP.

Please ! Look like a big guy but no behaving like one.

I don't wish to comment on such person in post.

Cause it stains my blog.

NDP nearing !

Holidays coming !

Like i am so sick about those few days of holiday.

Okay no more interesting content for today.

I would be posting a pretty short post this evening.

This morning's Chinese paper was like, still okay.

Science class people became so BEAST !

People there are showing off their experience.

As if they are really good at that sort of things.

They do not know how to respect the chapter or

rather the bloody word SEX !

Okay, off that chapter.

I should not be spending my time on blogging

but never mind.

I treating this as a study break.

So bloody piss off with the History textbook !

The INFORMATION just can't get into my head.

Finally, i am prepared for the test hope A1 s

would be in the air.

Was teasing Vincent about MA JIE this morning.

He was like so kind of "SHUANG" !

Sorry Vincent but you really seemed like you are.

Okay guess i really have to get my ass off this

computer chair.

STUDYING on the way !

I think it doesn't really look nice to have one of my entries in Chinese.

Decided to change back to English.

The weather these days are really like hell, i think you guys know what i mean.

I think even girls feel like stripping off their tops.

Don't know what happened to Singapore, so bloody hot.

Woke so late this morning, it was like already 11 plus.

Got my ass out of the room and headed straight to the washroom.

And obviously was to wash up.

Went to my dad 's shop to do some read up on History notes.

Actually i should be helping, but who cares anyway.

After that i decided to show off my CARD SKILL.

I lose like shit in the TAI TEE game.

So embarrassing.

Went on the 211 to have my Lunch.

Went home, rush my homework like some kind of INSANE.

What should i study for my Chinese, i wonder.

Blogging was in my head.

Chinese? After blogging.

I think if my mum sees this she will teach me lesson man.

Never mind i don't care, finish other homework then

chiong Chinese.

Meng Wei 's Chinese note book is still on my study table.

She doesn't wannt reply me and i can do nothing.

She don't seemed to show any interest in her note book

although i mention really clearly i wannt return her, her note book .

Was playing CS !

WHAT THE HELL man, got bullied by the terrorist.

When i should be killing them off and defusing all the stupid bomb they have planted.

Got so fed up and decided to quit CS.

Hope i can stop playing CS for the following week or so.

HEll!

I forgot MDM CHANG 's worksheet !

Will be finishing it i think within 2 hours.

Oh no .. i sucks at English language.

I think i will stop COUNTER STRIKING instead COUNTER STUDYING.

I realised that there's no ending to work and projects.

Could not figure out why.

Maybe some day i should go, interview some teachers and find out why.

Couldn't believe MRS ANGIE TAN knows that i am basketball freak.

And she thinks that my result for speed test sucks because of that particular reason.

I think no, it's because i am being too careless.

That's just an excuse, it is the fine product that counts.

Okay fine ! I will replace Li Min place for this Wednesday 's speed test.

That's being to naive, nah i will replace Mrs Tan 's place.

I must be nuts.

Okay no more jokes and laughter, time for you books ENTERTAIMENT

OH PLEASE ! Don't get horny.

It's time to study, that's what i am trying to mean.

And I really apprciate what Mrs Tan " JIA YOU"

I will really work hard till i drop and get that bloody A1 MARKED on my paper.

Okay that's all the content for today 's blog.