What could be the problem.

She doesn't read blogs, that's good.

I am always joking with her.

When would she know I am not kidding with her.

Every time, tell her seriously, but the outcome makes me wanna make it a joke.

Am I useless, seriously been thinking about that.

Sms me, call me I don't mind.

I want to like someone real openly.

I don't know why can't I succeed.

Disappointment fill my whole mind.

Sourish fluid are circulating my whole body.

All I could see is you.

All I know I can give you is all.

I await the girl who's prepared for a brand new relationship.

Back from everything i should be back from.

Done with everything i should be done with.

Having said so, i should have let go.

Why is everything not what i am thinking.

Why is everyone saying i am emo when i am just keeping low.

Actually what i am seriously up to i have no idea.

What's on the track is on, academic.

What's seriously of, i am not sure about that too.

There's a contrast within me,but why am i not neutral.

Whatever i should, just let it be.

I am hurt just let it heal, why mendel with the wound.

Cry, cry, cry sinks the whole me, why ?

She asked me how, i stunned.

Indonesia-Singapore Student Leader's Adventure Camp 08
Wow this camp seriously seriously fun to the max. Meeting new friends from both Indonesia & Singapore, gaining new experiences and having new nick names like xiong, xiong xiong, bear, good boy & Chao Ah Beng ( Nasty Gangster ). I am not gonna do a write out on the programmes as it would look like a schedule instead. Thank you, my group-mates, Joel, Cui Ping, Sze Xin, Joey, Rina, Achita, Nisa, Daisy, Ramzi, Abdo, Disart, Melly, Ahmat, Audia, Daniel. Remember, the head count we did, how anti-social we've been, how mad we can get, the tears, the laughters, the sweat, hunger, the walk, the bus-ride, MRT's one too, night view & and the sweet memories that's kept in each and every our heart that will never erase. Happy times couldn't really be describe by words, difficult I should say. Second thanks goes to the trainer. MELISSA, thanks for leading us and your debriefs too. We have definitely learn something though we seemed like we are not interested in what you are talking about. Thanks for comforting me when I am down, I really appreciate it, so sweet okay. Kavon, I though you had a manly name when I first heard people calling you Terence. The part where we interacted on the tower was really great, couldn't forget it, so nice okay. The flowers of the camp ! Though I don't know so of you guys but thanks for making the camp a success. I think that's all, good luck to each and everyone toward your individual journey, it would definitely be hard but don't give up, you will be there. Keep in contact. That's all, THANK YOU !

Flowers of the camp

Pretty Melly and me


Handsome Daniel

Nisa !

Cute Rina