React.Late

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10:58 PM

the time have come,

I just feel so lousy and useless.

you tell me nothing, make me think that actually you are fine, in actual fact you a not.

what do people look me as.

i don't know.

Monday, October 19, 2009, 8:06 PM

Hidden feelings bottomed up my heart.

I just couldn't express them in words, it just filled my mouth.

I can't decicde. I do not know.

Some....

Friday, October 2, 2009, 8:56 PM

Training In-Charge

If I have got the chance...

That comes round my mind this few days,

if i have got the chance,

I would want to have a switch in post.

I don't want to become any big shots or whatever.

I just wanna be a small training com member or IC.

I will want to train my cadets into a batch of cadets that will outshine every single UG.

Even the ****.

I will definitely be happy when I see my cadets grow and excel.

I want to get scolding together will them, joke with them, and do everything stupid with them.

I will make sure the chairperson will not be worry over the standards of my cadets.

I will teach them new drills.

I will put into a lot of effort to organise training, extra trainings, know what I wanna teach them.

I will make a good batch of CLs. I will I will I will...

I want my cadets to bad mouth about me and at the end of the day, they will realise that I did all the things all because of them.

I want to stay back after school, do drills with my cadets like how I used to with my seniors.

I will make sure they pass all their test and whatever,

I will make those slackers come for parade.

I will teach them phrase like "wake up your bloody idea / shag right !"

I will want my cadets to hug around me and cry on the day of POP because I am their IC or leader.

I want cadets to come to me and tell me I have done a good job.

I want to smile inside as I spend the last moment in NPCC.

I want, I wish, I will, so much things to expect but yet so far away.

So far so far away. It's like telling you something impossible just to make you happy.

But no regrets, shout will honour, salute with pride.

A dream, A training IC.