React.Late

Sunday, January 11, 2009, 5:47 PM

Heavy feelings within me now.

The distance between both of us is a invisible figure.

I seemed like a guest to you, not a friend.

I believe.

Can't blame you, I am a demanding person.

The camp, I didn't mean to criticise.

But i am just stating what's on my mind.

I still persist in you.

Saturday, January 3, 2009, 1:30 AM

I try to recall..

That was a faithful when I woke up late, not any later than a few minutes.

After a couple of splashing, got plain jean & school U on.

That was the first time, so freaking cool, that feeling was great.

At that point in time I knew I have to depend on no one.

But the holy Zheng Xiong, myself.

Walk through the steel gate, with & without the fear.

I came across the Wong sisters.

Went in, and to found out that we are sitting in the same room.

Zhuo Wei & Ting Fu.

I forgotten her existence, not as if she's transparent.

Walking pass the crowd of beings, I am at the back.

Where's 3/5 ?

Her turn-back tells where's the class man !

Some lame entertainment for myself, she turned to the front.

AAAAAARRRRR, hate that !

Couldn't that sight be paused ?

Never mind, I am not fated to be the remote control.

Never mind once again, I will make myself into one, wow how extra is that.

I don't care anyway.

Fleu !!!!!! to the class.

Oh god, Shi Jie and I was the last to settle down,

In the end, got myself seated beside a girl, Hillary.

But its like just 2 tables away from here, still quite near.

Oh ya ! 1 more thing which i could still recall.

GIGI, this girl throw me this sexy, appealing, whatever look,

WHICH IS LIKE SO NOT SEDUCING CAN !

That was like so WTH can !

It was lucky I am Jia Da,

If not I would be right by her doing whatever, which is a called a in-return.

Okay, we communicate toward the end of the day.

Wa ! It's only a lip-conversation.

When I look into her eyes, she look into mine, then give each other the weird look,

then follow up with "what ?"

Turn back !

Sad"ed man ! So short can ! I want longer one !

Extension please !

Ops sorry Mdm Soh say no extension, and that's why man !

She a councillor, have to abide.

Teacher dismiss the class, she the first, the first !

To walk out of the classroom....

Wa, sad'ed again...

Tidy up the class and forgotten all about NP briefing, actually I don't even know.

Wa ! She's like this, walk off never even "jio" me.

Sad'ed once again.

Then after handing back the class key.

I sound like the chairman, actually the chairman have already went off man !

Went to check NP notice board.

Shock me like shit.

Couldn't believe it, THERE'S BRIEFING!

So late then go sure "MA LU" like shit.

Went to AVA room, cry man they are not there, actually they are at the library.

Till I went down again and saw it then I know the bloody truth.

First day of school don't need so "HIONG" ba ?

Went there luckily they went in there own levels, so not so " MA LU"

Not so embarrassing in front of her.

PHEW !

After everything, people scatter like so fast man, I got so scary a not ?

Just want those interested for shooting competition to come look me up,

Then fly like no one's business.

Wei Hong, no fear man, sure reserve 1 place for you, maybe the reserve, cause it's reserved.

Just pulling your "hand" okay !

Don't wanna update so much, let the heart aching ones to be kept in my heart.

Let the happy ones to send through the sms to her, all i suppose.

I promise not to get mad for whatever reason it maybe.

But can you promise me a opportunity.

That's impossible right, girl ?

Never mind.

One day the sun will rise up to burn my ass.

Thursday, January 1, 2009, 1:52 PM

The sun rises up to the beautiful sky.

As sigh upon the blue blue sky.

I wonder and wonder for the best answer.

But in the end, there was none to my unluckiness.

Cry as I sigh, why ?

I started to imagine the land in my hand.

The future, I could have.

And the disaster I have landed in.

I smiled as I look through every single messages on the screen.

Of the cellphone.

Mazda RX- 7. Wow the ride i used to drive, crash and burst into pieces.

However unwilling I am, it still turn into ashes.

I forgotten,

I was the one who added kerosene.

Oh god why !

A depression freak, indeed.