React.Late

Thursday, April 23, 2009, 11:37 AM

I really admire those who really lead a carefree life in this word.

They have no worries, so what if they have, they treat it like something gifted to them.

Because it's rare to them.

I am harbouring this feeling to put a must to do well in examination.

Because I want to do something, something big.

Lead my type of life.

In fact that's the only motivation to keep me going.

The day pass as the days drew by.

Hoped for the better at the very bottom.

Is that too far for a common lard.

I though as i bulldoze through my piles of homework.

Tears were never enough for failure.

Looking.

Monday, April 20, 2009, 7:16 PM

i always find my blog an unique one.

with the very grey-ish atmosphere.

i never fail to leave readers in a mist after reading my blog.

there's this sense i feel, an insecurity.

there's this lady i met, a maiden.

there's this people that i come across, touched my heart.

sometimes, it's hard to get the ball rolling.

sometimes, it's hard to hard to get things moving.

pity those who have no beloved, lonesome.

cry those waiting, hurt.

never wait for a guy who never turn back.

wait for a holiday that's realistic.

stop, think of what's left behind.

pick it up, carry on the journey.

it pretty hurtful, not let your ego down.

but it won't as pride-less, to slow down the pace to feel, to realise.

there's no goal which is achievable

water won't separate itself, after numerous times of disturbances.

once again, and again, again ....

the sketch of your side view was blocked away by the shadow of the strong arm of him.

donkey years without a yell.

hardwork don't pay off.

only cold hard cash have its price in this economy.
jealous..

kiss my sole.

Saturday, April 18, 2009, 11:48 PM

First of all I would like to comment on the NPAP cadets.

Without a second word, I could say that their drills are up to standard but just feel that some of the cadets, like Kai Li is far too proud of her achieve.

I believe she's a potential girl but nevertheless she still got room for improvements.

For example her arm swing, attention towards what she's doing.

I know that you guys must thinking why am I praising this girl.

I could you that I am out of my mind.

I would only do those kind of bimbo stuff as far as god is concern.

I am thinking through my mind.

What kind of chairperson I am.

What type of attitude should I posses.

Alright not to carry with my emotional thoughts, good job done, the NPAP people but expect KONG KAI LI !

Kai Li just tell me that she stepped on her boots which is like so darn stupid.

She polished so long instead of treasuring the good looks of it, she ruin with a step by the other foot.

How stupid but nevermind, never blame someone which is bimbo for being dumb.

Must give care and concern.

And she says she want to sleep, which makes me want to give her a slap.

That's so rude of her, and I feel like tearing her apart when she say "whatever".

I didn't to do it because she's one of a kind and didn't want to dirty my hand too.

I didn't bear to do it because she's such a bimbo that when she scream I can fly miles away.

I didn't hear her scream before but when she's speaking, it's equivalent to screaming.

She thinks highly of herself again, and bimbos her way through our conversation.

Alright new discovery, air from air-con could actually "fly" by bimbo Kai Li

I didn't know what's happening to me again.

The sourish feeling is haunting again.

What is EMO ? I don't know.

But I could clearly know that I have no one to rely on.

Even the closest peer could not save me from the devastating torture.

This evening I heard her school was awarded the gold award.

I was really happy, wanted to sms her straight away.

But I forgot she's from netball.

I forgot some much that I forgot to forget .

That emotion torture who worst than just sitting under the hot sun.

I need a support not just a physical one, but a metal one too.

I miss the times together, where we chat on the phone.

I miss everything about you.

I miss the feeling where I got tortured.

Where all my emotion were so prone to get hurt and affected easily.

What I miss is to see you where by I would be so amazed by your charm when I will shun away from your sight from the very next second.

That all the sweet moment that's decaying the presence I am living in.

Friday, April 10, 2009, 9:52 AM

I could say this was the best dream i ever had.
That was something I didn't hoped for.
"I've liked her for around 6 years, that period was so sweet and sour.
Nevertheless, that didn't last long,
She did not turn up for the last date,
And she went missing after that.
The agony pile up as the days go by.
I did attempt to search for her, to forget her.
Years after, I join the police force.
I believe I have forgotten her.
I never fail to flip through the album, the memories every night.
'Wong ! Great discovery ! Come station now." That was the case i yearn to solve.
My team-mates and I went down to the suspects place.
That was a huge laboratory.
We armed ourselves as we ransack the place.
Finally we came to this room.
As i went down the list left outside the room, i saw her name.
Without hesitation, I broke into the room.
I saw her, she looks so wear out ; lost a couple of pounds.
We left all the talking to our eyes, in that split second, tears roll down my cheek.
I went straight up to her and hugged her, kissed her.
She was never the *** *** I knew, that was so sweet"