React.Late

Saturday, April 18, 2009, 11:48 PM

First of all I would like to comment on the NPAP cadets.

Without a second word, I could say that their drills are up to standard but just feel that some of the cadets, like Kai Li is far too proud of her achieve.

I believe she's a potential girl but nevertheless she still got room for improvements.

For example her arm swing, attention towards what she's doing.

I know that you guys must thinking why am I praising this girl.

I could you that I am out of my mind.

I would only do those kind of bimbo stuff as far as god is concern.

I am thinking through my mind.

What kind of chairperson I am.

What type of attitude should I posses.

Alright not to carry with my emotional thoughts, good job done, the NPAP people but expect KONG KAI LI !

Kai Li just tell me that she stepped on her boots which is like so darn stupid.

She polished so long instead of treasuring the good looks of it, she ruin with a step by the other foot.

How stupid but nevermind, never blame someone which is bimbo for being dumb.

Must give care and concern.

And she says she want to sleep, which makes me want to give her a slap.

That's so rude of her, and I feel like tearing her apart when she say "whatever".

I didn't to do it because she's one of a kind and didn't want to dirty my hand too.

I didn't bear to do it because she's such a bimbo that when she scream I can fly miles away.

I didn't hear her scream before but when she's speaking, it's equivalent to screaming.

She thinks highly of herself again, and bimbos her way through our conversation.

Alright new discovery, air from air-con could actually "fly" by bimbo Kai Li

I didn't know what's happening to me again.

The sourish feeling is haunting again.

What is EMO ? I don't know.

But I could clearly know that I have no one to rely on.

Even the closest peer could not save me from the devastating torture.

This evening I heard her school was awarded the gold award.

I was really happy, wanted to sms her straight away.

But I forgot she's from netball.

I forgot some much that I forgot to forget .

That emotion torture who worst than just sitting under the hot sun.

I need a support not just a physical one, but a metal one too.

I miss the times together, where we chat on the phone.

I miss everything about you.

I miss the feeling where I got tortured.

Where all my emotion were so prone to get hurt and affected easily.

What I miss is to see you where by I would be so amazed by your charm when I will shun away from your sight from the very next second.

That all the sweet moment that's decaying the presence I am living in.