Ever since the matter, i never seen any of you smile whole heatedly again.
Ever since i take on the role, i see no point of smiling any more.
NP was never like this to me, but this is reality.
The responsibility i have to carry.
I feel one 1 person ed.
It's hard to tell people how i feel.
Sometimes i just have to hold back my tears.
Bite my gum and say, lets move on.
Sometimes i am really afraid of doing something but for you guys, i did it.
I just cant bear to scold you guys cause, i know you guys have did your best.
The one at fault is me, cause i have not lead you guys to the correct path.
The moment i hear Boon Jian said his heart is dead for NP.
I was so freaking heart broken.
Why must someone with the capability give up on their passion, on their dream.
Doesn't mean holding high position is good.
It is whether you can excel a not.
It is whether at the end of the day people would say you have done a good job.
We might be handicap in some areas but we must make do with what we have.
People's words can put us down, but when we our look up upon ourselves,
live up to the expectation we have for ourselves, no one can look us down,
NO ONE !
NP is our dream, giving up is not our option.
We must strive.
At least at the very end, even if we don't achieve anything big,
we can say, we are once a team, we are once a squad, we once work together,
we once smile together, get scolded together, face hardship together.
Once a NP cadets TOGETHER...