React.Late

Friday, July 31, 2009, 8:35 PM

Alright I am going to post wiht my lines sticked to the sides, so formal !
Today NDP training was really efficient, manage to have everything taught.
Thanks to crew and main comm.
I gotta be really frank, the Guard Of Honour are really the elite.
But intially the sluggish which made me really blow my top.
Dragging boots, arm swing, slouching, attitude all not up to standart.
The worst is, some told me, they did it on purpose.
I can't take it and this was what I shout at the top of my voice,
"I am sorry if I have to say this word, your fucked-up attitude..."
I didn't really care much, but I just wanted to get things to them straight.
I believe not only did the GOH heard it, the young little girls and boys from
Qihua Primary School should be able to hear.
It was pretty surprising and it shocked my main comms.
But after that, everything just went smooth, no more major scoldings.
I think things can don't turn out this way if they coorperate,
and this is also the first time I scold the magical words.
I might be the one always scolding, but if things don't go well, the one losing out in the end would not be me.
I like the smile, the smile which tells the hardship the GOH have been through
I like the laughter, the laughter that tells that it's time to unwind.
I like the banging, the banging that tells that it's time to get serious.
I hate the scolding when everything gets so nasty.
One more thing, I did, which disappoint myself, is one of my GOH lost their valuable.
I am really being put down by that.
Why must this kind of thing happen.
I will definitely find the stuff back, I mean it.

I really hate those people who wants to claim something which is not belongged to him/her
This is my stuff don't nose into it, want CIP hours, dream on !
My stuff will only belong to my main comm and no one esle.
can say I am selfish or whatever, i just don't want my plan to be vulnerable.
In other words to be destroyed by comments of outsider which doesn't know anything.
I have no problem with what I am doing, thank you for your concern.
mind your own business.

Thursday, July 30, 2009, 5:40 PM

my new image, next target, GI !

Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 11:20 PM

Alright I am going to post at this instant.

I just went to Sand Storm located in this Jurong Point.

Really glad that I finally got myself a haircut.

Actually was pretty frustrated with the format of the post.

Didn't knew what exactly happened.

Okay back to topic.

When I was there it gives a very "jean-yip" feel,

the comfortable seat, atmosphere and whatever.

I though my stylist was a female but it turns out to be a really famine guy.

That was meant to a compliment.

When he started the haircut, I was thinking, what a noobie.

But when it comes to the spiking and styling of my hair, it was like wow.

He really did it professionally.

Every blade, shave, cutting, they were so amazing.

The unexpected part was, he didn't use a comb to estimate where he wants to cut and he just dip his blader into my black forest and started all the cutting down.

Wow the whole process was so breath-taking, you never know what's coming up next.

you might think i am a country bumpkin, trying to make things sound interesting but,

you really have to go through the process and who knows you might sound like who just escaped from the concrete jungle.

My hair style.

It's kind of like "botak" at the side and concentrated in the middle.

Look like an island above my head, cool !

from what I know, the hair stylist and myself were looking stern and fierce during the cut.

cannot blame me, I can't see a thing and hence, I will feel frustrated, and give that look.

for the stylist, maybe that's how he smile.

basically it's just a pretty pleasant experience.

I will definitely revisit this stylist house again.

by the way it doesn't me a fortune to get such a hair style.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 10:49 PM

The lesson this moring was pretty light, in the sense that not heavy contended. The H3 period was really engaging. Once again, I come to realise that I want to become a pilot. But why did I say I want to be an aerospace engineer ? Is it for the seek of the cool-ness and wows that are brought about at the back after this title is mentioned. I really think that more and more limitations are limiting we people to realise our dream, to achieve it, to enjoy it. That's really a pity. I am surprised with Miss Tang reaction when she's suppose to be surprised. If I am her I would go around the class and huge every single one. "I though I was just a Bio teacher.. you guys... cry !!!" That's pretty impossible but at the very, that would be what I am going to do. She told us she has a friend that she only met once and will send her a birthday sms every year. This brings me to a point. I am really shamefull of myself. Everytime my friend send me anything message which should be meaningful, I would treat it... trash, just ignore it. Cherish is not the thing, unless you have lose something, or realise something. english class, as miss teo's wish I will blog about english class, no particular feelings but i think its not really an easy thing to handle a class which is alien to one. from teacher's feedback that claa is not a really easy class too. I salute you. if it was me i will shout and scream at them like no one's business.

in our lives, nothing really matters actually. It's feeling. I still could not forget the encounter at pualar terkong...

Thursday, July 9, 2009, 11:07 PM

Alright, it's still so cool after wrapping a thick-cottoned blanker around me.

I know a lot of green-lover would bombard me after reading my first sentence.

But who cares, and who's paying the electrical bill afterall.

My teacher told me this when I told her I am absent minded.

"Your mouth is so big and you forgot to bring your worksheet?"

I don't get it, is she trying to put me down or whatever ?

Hey come on, just say what you want to say, or else people would think it's a compliment.

It's like saying hey the pin on your head is so beautiful, when you are trying to mean other intention.

Okay, by the way my mouth is not big, 1inches plus, normal size.

Okay not talk about this, I will DEFINITELY ASK HER !

Let's see what type of answer she gives me.

I am having my O'LEVEL' CHINESE ORAL, tomorrow.

Pretty excited but sad to know that the excitements will be over after the oral.

Let's pray that the topic is some topic which I can just vomit everything out.

Okay going to sleep, it's been a long night,

since you light ever lid. thanks...

Monday, July 6, 2009, 11:35 PM

Alright I tried very hard to organise myself, struggling really hard.

At the very least I kept myself afloat, next target on shore.

That's nearly impossible but got to try that out a week.

It's been near to a month, she haven't been online, that's so amazing.

Or have she quit facebook, oh great I am waiting for a dead user.

I really miss her though it's only a look at the dock.

Impactful to last this long, oh dear.

I was walking down this street when it was pouring.

So envious of this two couple, glued together under an umbrella.

The smiles on their face tell stories.

Though wet and uneasy...

How I wish to just hold her hand, and say,

oh I am sorry i am just out of my mind.

What's that I am really out of my mind.

I miss her...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 6:16 PM

Time to blog.

People only focus on your academics result, i though that paper language was only true in examination, when nerds would use all their might to memorise and make sure they don't leave a word unwritten.

But I really find that nowadays, people are so straight that I can see the words " you are not producing results " even though they can be talking about something else.

Alright, what I can say is you are really great, fail at paraphrasing your words.

Okay, people always say sprinkling salt on wound would be painful,

try using hydrochloric acid.

There won't be different setting yourselves on fire with a whole body of kerosene.

When I don't get the time to do homework, that's arson.

The more I don't get to do my work, the more I cherish the time I've once given.

Maybe it's alway after losing it then will you cherish its, there.