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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Why must it be privatised ? 12:10 AM

I am so tired being trapped within.
A1s, being so cold to you ....
I am heavily pinned, with such a great family history, I must definitely do it.
No choice, I have to make it true.
I have no back-ups, I just have to keep moving on, on the right track.
What I can only do is to hope for the best.
I really can't make it to be the man.
For many many things, I have to consider, reconsider and ponder over ponder.
Why must it be me, why am I the one getting the shit.
I really not know what to do.
I just hope for a chance.
It's just so difficult to find one.
皇天不负苦心人
So many times I tried, I am always disappointed without fail.
I can't even handle the dish on my hand well, with what do i have to handle another.
I am sorry if I let you down, but that's what I am facing, I don't want people to get dragged in.
Why wanna eat potato when you have abalone to enjoy.
Forget me I am not worthy.
My heart aches helplessly,
in the mist of loss,
I struggled my way out just to find a way,
I am brutally wounded with expectations,
I am in need of aid but,
the aid apparently is just to hurt me more.
ouch...

Monday, November 2, 2009
Hotmail's running fever 4:35 PM

I am so frustrated with what's happening currently.
My hotmail account is not working.
All I want is to view my mails and do all the necessary forwards.
It just refuse to obey.
Refresh after refresh, alt F5 after alt F5.
None of them helped.
I guess I've to turn other alternative,
and true, I went on to Gmail.
Hopefully that's not another hotmail or whatever.
okay.


情人的眼泪Qing Ren De Yan Lei - 蔡琴Cai Qing