No matter how hard I shout into the phone,
to her picture, she just won't respond.
Silly me, that's just a picture, image whatever.
But that isn't just a picture or an image.
I tried hard to talk to her, know her, care for her.
All she know is to ignore, pure ignore.
She's famous for her 1-word reply.
So much so that every time, it just shuts my mouth so naturally.
1 month plus of silence, of waiting, of endurance.
1 month plus of not focusing, insomnia.
1 month more to going back to look for her.
Do i actually get to see her, I don't know, maybe she will head for Penang.
Then it's pretty worthless to go back.
Apparently I just want to go back.
Whether a not, I want to go back.
I am idiot, moron, silly, retard, insane, stupid or whatever,
I just wants to get a sight of her.
I can hardly breath anymore.
Where is my soul ?