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Friday, July 23, 2010, 11:08 PM
拒绝是人生必面对的情节,部分。 没想到今天。一切就这么顺水而流的, 我被狠狠地刮了一巴掌。 我只不过知想,有个能够谈心的对象。 很过分吗?这也不能怪,因为这一切没有对错。 虽然没以往那么心痛,但是隐隐约约还是会作痛。 不要想了! 我现在跟vanish说话,虽然在浪费我家的电话费。 可是有中比较放松了的感觉。 每次与她碰面,都有这种莫名的感觉, 就是老是觉得她嫁不出去的感觉。 顿时间觉得自己的生命好像很模糊。 感觉上,目标好像遥不可及。 我相信vanish一点都看不懂我再写些什么,除了这一句话。 该是时候坐下来好好的规划一个更有效,更新得通的新目标。 我一根是朋友却又不是朋友的朋友搬家了。 我觉得我回想她吧。 虽然他对我更握冰一样的冷,始终有点是不变的, 她还是我的朋友, 有难还是会帮, 有富呢,我想他死都不会跟我分享。 这有些凄凉,可这一却都是我愿意的。 上天让我们相遇,那就是我么的一点微薄的缘分。 我必然会珍惜,就算默默的牺牲自我的自尊。 你搬到了那里我不太清楚,但是在我微小的心灵里, 很肯定的,已占有一席之地。 因为你是我的朋友,我珍惜的朋友。 “好笨啊!原来是住院!” 事在人为,后会有期。 Thursday, July 22, 2010, 5:21 PM
明天就是预考了。 心情呢,有点期待,有点恍惚,有点不确定,还有一些难以置信。 我发现越来越多人很难了解我。 我只是想把自己的想法表达出来,也被他人议论纷纷。 我真的不了解,使他们不够成熟,不明白我的理论, 还是我的表达能力欠缺的离谱。 就算是一点对生活的杂念,也会被人炮轰的我无言以对。 这只是我的感叹,不是什么将输入课本里的教材, 没理由那么计较吧。 我想什么都是假的,只有实在的,看得见,碰得到的--成绩。 嚣张的话就免了,咋们来看成绩。 后会有期. Tuesday, July 20, 2010, 11:29 PM
I am leaving on a jet plane. Don't know when I'll be back again. I must have a target, a aim! Peter Chao ! 1:02 PM
就快要预考了。 心情喜怒哀乐参杂不一。 总有那读不完的感觉。 那种半天掉,空虚的感觉,真地有一些难受。 我身旁有些看似朋友但又非朋友的朋友, 应该把他们称为泛泛之交吧。 生命里随身路过的过客。 他们让人又爱又很。 不知何时该相信他们。 大多时候我都不太喜欢这些过客。 他们都以自我为中心,口蘑横飞,说话不三思,大脑这过滤器,简直就是费的。 以为自己有几分知识,就在那炫耀。 自信心严重过度膨胀。 做人吗,不必这个样子的。 所谓小时了了,大未必佳。 那些酸人的话,请好好的活下来,慢慢收。 需“马克(mug)”了。 晚点在徐小人的下集. Sunday, July 4, 2010, 11:23 PM
Haven't post ever since ever-since, I believe no one will be viewing my blog since it's out of order for a unacceptably long period of time. Everyone are expected to forget his blog. If you don't, wow ! You are hard core ZX fan. But don't expect anyone to be so out of their mind at this moment of their life if they are taking this coming October's Os. What gave me the inspiration to blog, first of all my laptop. It has revived from a major hard-dish crash. Surprisingly after a replacement of hard-dish of a higher memory space, it showed signs of revival. Hurray. Not including the times whereby I dismantle the laptop to find out what's stuck in the ass, I have abandoned this crap for almost half a year. - I realise how difficult it is when it comes to a cross-road decision. Either of them looked appealing. It's really like a "YOU BETTER MAKE A RIGHT CHOICE" situation. I never thought that it's so complicated and sticky. I also thought I have a clear goal and I know what to expect in later part of my life. However "what if" always make me wanna reconsider what I have decided on. "what if" this this this fail, what's the back-up? That's what I fear the most. I don't wanna get caught in a situation whereby I am so lost, I will need to listen to others and be under controlled. that will be the worst shit. I roughly planed, if can't fulfill my dreams then let the money keeps on rolling. |