React.Late

Saturday, February 26, 2011, 11:36 AM

不了情 - 忘不了

I am looking forward to next Wednesday.

Make my way to HTA.

Conversation-less journey.

One man documentation.

Pair documentation.

Dinosaur pencil case.

The sky turned grey.

'mum' came in.

Signed the form.

Discussion outside office.

You went off.

I made an excuse to leave.

Caught up with you.

Pitch dark bus stop.

Milky wave.

I named my star after your name.

boarded the bus.

I don't want the bus to come.

After I alight the bus,

I don't know when will I ever have the chance to

see you again ... ....

Tuesday, February 22, 2011, 9:00 PM

Why are you crying ?

No, sand went into my eyes.

Are you alright ?

Yeah, absolutely.

Don't keep everything to yourself, k ?

I hope I could tell her everything.

What do you wanna tell her ?

I am sorry.

Why are you sorry ?

Cause I made her went through whatever I am going through now.

Monday, February 21, 2011, 7:55 PM

Back to December.

I haven't seen you in a while.

It's okay to not reply my text, but don't forbid me from texting you.

Dike.

8:01 AM

Burning at the back of your mind.

I am done, hopefully my project could top the class.

Other than that, I don't know what could I actually rely on anymore.

I really need them and you.

I miss you, yes I do, WJW.

Dike

Sunday, February 20, 2011, 12:33 PM

I am alright, I am fine.

I am okay with whatever you have told and going to tell me.

Has anyone ever told you they lost trust in you, directly or indirectly.

Your world collapse for that moment, isn't it ?

And you will start to question yourself, why ?

What's the cause ?

When you happen to recall what you have done,

you will realise how foolish you were at that moment,

how unreliable was your desired future,

and how you have just let someone, worthy, passed your life.

No doubts, you will want to grab on to that person again.

But it's just simply impossible.

It's like landing flat into a bed of knifes,

with all bones crushed

and all that fills your mind is pain and regrets

when you feel like tearing, you can only fight back,

and say "I deserve it".

I haven been paying enough attention to you, and what you are doing.

Why are you doing these things and so.

Sparks Fly

- I really hope they can fly.

Saturday, February 19, 2011, 2:40 PM

I sat down and wrote something.
Upon saving it, everything was lost.
Why ?
I was just trying to save everything,
I could.
There won't be a second chance,
I think.
It's kind of hard for her to turn back,
I suppose.
I just took a longer time to sort of my thoughts,
because I'm messed up,
in the end I got a messed up life.

Thursday, February 17, 2011, 11:00 PM

I am so dejected.
But I was taught to raise up both my hands and shout at the top of lung.
"I AM A FREE MAN, THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!"
I laughed at that during class and thought that was easy.
But then, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

Don't go, seriously, I need you.