I force swallowed a million needles the night before.
Of course it hurts, deep down into the heart.
I am glad you actually answered.
I have no hard feelings for the answer at all..
But I just felt a little disoriented that moment I saw the reply.
So many things went through my mind, and the only question that bothered me was
why took so long a time to give me that reply,
should have done so before everything set roots.
And then I throw the question back to myself and then I found the answer.
And the answer was, I didn't initiated the question earlier.
That brought me to another conclusion that all the miseries, were brought about all by myself.
All in all I am blaming you for not having any reactions, but then i didn't realise that
that was a signal for stop.
I chose to deceive myself, and there I have myself ended in such situation.
Just to end off..
我对你的感情，会像泉涌般的山水 绵绵不断。
坐吃山空的你，必有见水干的一天。