I regretted the very second I sent you the message
I miss you every second ever since
I cried every single night
I will think for days before I actually text you
Everytime it rains, I am worried you might be caught in the rain
I am worried when you don't have regular meals
I am worried when you stay up late and not getting enough rest.
I am worried when you take days to reply
I am worried when you reply with only a word
I am worried when you get so stressed up for tests/exams
I am worried when you don't tell me anything
I am worried what I say might annoy you/ disturb you
Everytime I walk in Woodlands Bus Interchange, I pray really hard to see you
Every Saturday, I will find excuses to go the library, just hoping that I will bump into you
Everytime when I need you, I will imagine you re around.
Everynight I sleep, I will pray to dream of you.
I will try to stick close to my phone just in case you needed me and call/text.
I will make it a point to get people to look after you if possible.
During my scholarship ceremony, I almost cried because you were not around.
Till the very last minute I still hoped you would turn up.
I kept our graduation photo well in my wallet.
Do you know all these ?
Or do you only know, I just someone s just pestering and hoping you can turn back .
I am a human being too,
I make mistakes too,
I feel pain too.
I am a nobody that you just wanna remove from your life.
I know I am pathetic much,
for ego seek, I will exit your life myself.
Doesn't mean I will forget you, just that you wouldn't hear from me anymore.
I am leaving, I am sorry